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i spoke to you
you are happy that makes me happier it’s all that makes but when I think of all those things I wish I hadn’t said anything at all kept you for myself my fatal flaw the love of loss 7/5/92 |
       
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when they step into the pool
they cling to the rail not seeing the fullness of life those of us who go in headlong are considered fools by them all we beckon to them from the midst to join us in fulfillment but all they see is the rail they cling to their false world of fear of the unknown and the known the lie they live out the safety they love and all of them remain clinging to the rail until one by one they drop cheated from their heaven by their very own faith 13/6/91 |
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push my button everything closes in there are no boundaries in the dark, timeless void bricks and people right and wrong dead, and yet alive they are calling me through the dark, timeless void diamonds cover the sky piercing the numbness with their stark brilliance bathed in light two strands appear the strands of life spiralling in their intertwined love affair that must never end lest all creation end with it as it began in the dark timeless void I see myself twisted lying on the floor hands grasping at a dream beyond reach for a life beyond touch a feeling beyond love so potent only the dead can reach it feel it I fade into the dark, timeless void voices calling me, I want to stay it's so relaxing here in my room but I know I must go leave the dark, timeless void enter a strange place called home 1/7/91 |
| Silent she speaks strange, the words that call you away every time the return and the hurt but still you wait for the next time quietly silently watching Will it ever work right? or will you simply fail softly fall onto the ashes of what came before I will catch you if you let it if I can find you lost in what came before I sit here watching waiting for the day I have always been here I will always be here 3/1/99 |
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